I think I’ve lost it with you. I kinda decided to stop wasting my time since we both know that we don’t have feelings for each other. Not forgetting the fact that for the man that you are, you reactions towards mozzies are like babies.
I don’t understand you really. Are you just someone really nice or what? How can you like treat me or behave like a boyfriend who’s almost like so romantically inclined & yet have no such feelings for me? Are you pretending so as to make me happy? Do I look like I really need all these pretense to make me feel better? I hope I’m wrong, but it really feels like it.
You once told me that I should leave my girlfriends if I want to fall in love & meet the right guy because they ruin my reputation because of who they are, but at the very least, they don’t try to change me for who I am. And why should I stay with you anyway, when I’ll look as if I’m seeing someone, and looking really unavailable.
You look to me like you’re still hung up over your ex girlfriend. The more you deny, the more it seems to me. Have I ever mentioned all the time about my ex boyfriends? Because I’m considering your feelings if I were to rake up my insightful past.
And then there was the phone call. The most upsetting ever. At that point of time, if I wasn’t bedridden & sick, I would have just said, FUCK YOU! You don’t accuse me of giving you shit when I know myself & my conditions.
That’s really the ultimatum.
Can we stop this? Now I have to tell you right front, which of course by then, you’ll prolly have read this.
So I have an Indian boss, my colleagues are made up of Indians, Pinoys, French, Finnish, Malays. My best friend is Malay, my gems are 70% Malays & 30% Chinese. My best guy buddies are Malays. My ex boyfriends were useless Mats. My clients are Malays, Chinese & sometimes Indians. The rest of the people I knew or are friends with are all other kinds of races, oriental, European, American, English, Jewish, exotic… or not.
But that’s only because I don’t judge & I love to meet all sorts of people.
So tell me, WHICH PART OF EVERYTHING I MENTIONED ABOVE SPELLS…
I used to be a camwhore. Now I’m officially just a photographer. Really has been a while since I last make faces in front of a camera. I think age is seriously catching up with me. Ok I’m not THAT old to start off with.
Anyways, I met up with my favourite minahs for dinner and since our dearest Jun Junalis is getting married end month… It’s prolly the last catch-up before she becomes a married woman!
Enjoy the night out’s photos!
I adore this photo! Dia mcm nak makan pun sempat nak bergambar. Hehe!
*back after 15 mins*
Will continue later. No mood to blog liao. Age is catching up, remember?
“Urbandictionary.com defines a cougar as “confident, attractive and successful … a woman who has her ‘crap’ together.” Beyond this, many cougars are sure of themselves, speak their minds, are financially secure, sexually uninhibited and aren’t afraid to go for what they want in life.”—Cougars & Co.
So my company’s anniversary party for 2010 is “Heroes Vs Villains”. Me and my smarty ass brain for giving that idea. Nonetheless, envy us cos I know we are not the typical Oriental Hotel D&D consumers. Haha!
Back to Earth, creature! *brain farts*
I’m actually pushing all my colleagues to send me their top 3 choices so I can make myself useful and rent their costumes for them. But I’m still in the midst of choosing what I should wear. *whimpers help*
Anaksunamun (The Mummy)
So meaning I need to make someone draw on my body and wear nipple tapes? Pfft.
Next idea will be: Puteri Gunung Ledang This is purely feeling warrior larh. Haha! And who’s more sensual then the Puteri herself? So then who can be my Hang Tuah?
Ok, I’ll be damned in someone decided to come as Hang Tuah. Just like Stephen Hughes over here. Hotness.
This is really a new entry. Princess Tamina from Prince of Persia.
“I think when you are young, you are hoping that this person will be the right one, the one you are going to be in love with forever but sometimes you want that so much you create something that isn’t really there.”—Johnny Depp (via kissthechic) (via herecomesjohnny) (via theblankpage)